43200 Minutes

As of today, I have exactly one month until I leave South Korea. My head is full of thoughts and my heart is full of feelings. I am nervous about leaving, excited about leaving, curious about leaving, thrilled about leaving..

But I find that it is often far too easy to jump ahead and wish you were elsewhere or further on in life. I have heard too many of the following statements, both from others and from inside myself. Some of them may be close to your own heart as well:

• Wishing and waiting for that one day when you will finally have your diploma in your hands.
• Wishing and waiting for that one day when you will finally be in a relationship.
• Wishing and waiting for that one day when you will finally get to travel to a foreign country.
• Wishing and waiting for that one day when you will finally be out of college debt.
• Wishing and waiting for that one day when you will finally know without a doubt God's calling for your life.
• Wishing and waiting for that one day when you will finally be free from [insert inner struggle].

Put in whatever "wishing and waiting" statement you would like, everyone has felt one somehow. And I feel it again now.

South Korea has been an amazing experience. I have loved studying abroad, and I wouldn't trade these last three months for anything! I think everyone should study abroad and get to experience the joys of being in a foreign country on your own in your youth. (If you're debating about studying abroad, go apply now!) It is such a wonderful experience to step on the soil of a new place and new culture and learn to adapt to its customs. I have learned SO much these past few months. I love Korea and I love Koreans!

Yet even though it has been wonderful, that doesn't mean that I'm not occasionally wishing and waiting for that one day when I can get on an airplane and leave too.

In all honesty, I am ready to go home. 

Which for me as a TCK, means I am ready to "feel at home". I am eager for a change in something, and my mind has told me that it needs to be a change of place or people since that is what I am used to. But I also know that it doesn't need to be that way. 

If God calls me to fall completely in love with where I am now, and feel at home here in the next 30 days, so be it!

The change can also be with perspective. A month is a long time and it is definitely enough time to continue living my life out for him here. I should be asking myself how I feel about staying, not about how I feel about leaving. Am I nervous, excited, curious or thrilled about staying? This song expresses a change in perspective that I want to have as I stay here this next month:

Now until forever

Jesus, I surrender

Show me what I don't know

More of you

I'm desperate for your presence

Longing to be with you

Lead me to a new place

More of you

Open my eyes

Let me see more of your love

More of your love

Here I will wait

Just for a glimpse of you, God

I'll wait for you God

I surrender it all. Instead of living this next month waiting for a change, I want to live this next month waiting on the Lord to show me what to do with each moment I have left. If God can use me to impact someone else's life in less than a minute, how much more can I serve him with 43200 minutes?

Oh! It makes me so very nervous, excited, curious and thrilled about staying!

Finding Nemo

~~ Studying Abroad in Korea Probs ~~

Finding Nemo Style

When you're about to leave America for Korea:

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When you want to talk to your friends back home but it's 4 am there:

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When you're lost and trying to read Korean signs:

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When your teacher still can't get your name right:

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When people try to speak to you in Korean...or in English:

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When your American friend right next to you speaks back to them fluently:

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When you hear someone make an English blunder and not even notice it:

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When a train comes and you don't know if it is going the direction or city you want it to go:

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When you spot an American on the subway:

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When you're tired of fish being served at the dining hall:

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When someone buys food from HomePlus (Market catering to foreigners) and shares it with other exchange students:

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When there's a five-inch poisonous centipede in your shower and you name him:

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When all you're friends back home are on summer break but you still have a month an a half left to go:

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All of these were my thoughts, but none of the photos or gifs are mine. See links below the photos. Thanks!

End of Separation, Beginning of Unification

Clara, Susanna, Stephanie and I at the DMZ.

This last Friday, my Korean Culture class took a field trip to the Demilitarized Zone between North and South Korea. We went to the 3^rd Infiltration Tunnel at Panmunjom Village, just 44 kilometers north of Seoul.

We took a 3 hour bus ride from Jochiwon to the DMZ. When we arrived we had our passports examined and ate lunch. The DMZ entrance is quite a touristic area, with many souvenir shops, a restaurant and even a small amusement park.

After our lunch we departed on an hour long tour. We first stopped at a viewing spot where we could see North Korea and look through binoculars. 

View of North Korea from the overlook spot.

View of the North Korean Flag.

Some other exchange students and I with North Korea behind us.

After the viewing, we watched a short documentary and then got to go into the 3rd tunnel. Four tunnels have been discovered, but it is believed that nearly 20 more exist. The tunnel was dug by North Korea for a surprise attack on Seoul and was discovered in 1978. It is said that it can accommodate a full division of soldiers (30,000) to pass through in one hour. It was dark and damp, and very deep.

It was a humbling experience to visit somewhere so close to North Korea. After living in South Korea for over two months, it is obvious that they desire unification with the North. Students on campus are eager to bring unity and I think many long to see the countries together again in the near future.

Me with the sign that says "End of Separation, Beginning of Unification."

Susanna and I  along with the children of North and South Korea, pushing the countries together. :)

After the tunnel, we looked around the entrance area, took pictures and read more signs about the history of the North and South. Most of us fell asleep on the trip back home, exhausted from walking and from the hot sun. But it was a wonderful day and I think we are all ready to see the day when the North and South become one!

~Pray for unification of Korea~

Language Shock

Oh, how I love languages!

Last weekend I went to Busan (부산: a city on the coast in southern Korea) and visited a Korean couple who I grew up with while I lived in Turkey. They do not speak any English, and my Korean is 노무 처굼 (very little), so our conversations consisted entirely of Turkish.

Turkish! My Turkish is good, but speaking Turkish alone for four days can be exhausting. Though I speak well enough, I have never considered myself "fluent" until this past weekend. My vocabulary is fairly simple, I still need to work on my grammar, and my understanding level is not nearly as high as one would call "fluent", but I noticed that I could get any point across that I wanted to my friends. I spent four nights at their home speaking in Turkish, listening in Turkish, writing in Turkish and literally thinking in Turkish. I got to share stories and feelings from my heart with them, and we understood each other on an adult level, instead of the childhood level often felt when speaking a foreign language.

Call it whatever you would like - language shock, language confusion, a language game - speaking Turkish in Korea was definitely a brain enhancer. My brain was as confused as one can get. Here's a small glimpse of some language shock my brain went through:

• Thursday afternoon through Monday morning I spoke Turkish with the Korean couple in Korea whom I met in Turkey.
• On Saturday morning I went and visited a Korean friend from high school in Turkey, but we spoke English with each other.
• On Saturday evening I went to a Korean child's birthday party of twin girls turning 100 days old - a very large celebration here. None of the family members spoke any English (or Turkish), so I spoke a tiny bit of Korean, and smiled the rest of the time.
• For the party, we went to a restaurant with many large rooms. In the room next to us at the celebration were about 100 Turks doing a three-day tour of Korea and Japan. (Wow!) I heard them speaking Turkish as we were getting food from the all-you-can-eat buffet.

I assure you, my brain was probably more mixed up than the tour group was jet-lagged.

But despite the language challenges (and language feats!), it was a fantastic weekend visiting old friends and living life with them. I loved getting to take part in their daily activities as well as visiting sites that are important to their childhood. If it wasn't for our connection of Turkish, we wouldn't have been able to speak with each other.

Language is such an amazing tool that brings cultures together - and especially brings cultures together when the language you speak with each other is of a third culture! :)

For those who cannot speak another language, try learning one. At least a few words! It's well worth the struggle and can help you build bridges between cultures!

You never know when you may need to speak the few words of Chinese you know with a Russian-born Hungarian in Mongolia. (No, I haven't had that opportunity...yet!)

The family I stayed with. :)

Visiting my friend from high school - Sunny!

Me being a tourist at Yonggungsa Buddhist Temple in Busan.

The twins turning 100 days old! They were adorable!